it's the whole old stuff . i bet that my parents have been quite sure that i will definately stay here to continue my study. and i really afraind to argue with them or defend myself . once i talk with them , i become so not sure about myself . well , i have always been so confused when i have to make a decision , and it is really tough for me . i have so much to consider that their mood ,and their face expression , can totally make me give up everything that i have in my mind before.
i'd like to take lessons that taught in english, and i think it's kind of interesting and it's really good for me. i don't like my major, and i won't like it more in the future. i always think about to find my type of career , but if i stay here , it's will not likely that i can have time or energy or any chance to do this. i'm quite a careful and safe person. unless my whole life gets through a huge change, can never i be a grown-up.
well , right now, i just need to wait for the acceptence to that school . it seems that lots of students all around the world are applying for these schools . there is a fierece competation and i should chase the opportunity if i am lucky enough to be accepted.
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