i can't get it ~ the exam is coming in two weeks , and i have so much work to do : writing , reciting , doing exercises ... but i just spent a whole day in applying for a passport , and i may not need it at all in recent years . what was i thinking about ? i just confused about myself .
and now , i am sitting in front of my screen , chatting with my classmates long time ago . oh , please remember what is the most important thing right now ~ and i have a paper to be finished before next Wednesday .
i am crying for help that time is limited , but i still don't do the "right" thing . i'm not confident about the exam really , so , i have to work hard at the last few days .
and , then , missing hurts , especially when it becomes so similar as what happened four years ago . i have to be careful , and i don't want to regret anything again.