lead a peaceful life

i feel awful today , contributing to the poor sleep last night . my roommate stay awake all night long , and she is just directly to my bed , and the light is on all the time . and there are also some other factors . all lead to a bad temper . i always consider the sleep is very important , and i will give myself much pressure if i don't have a good sleep . it's terrible that she always stay awake once she doesn't have any lessons the next day . but she seems not want let others know about that . is that necessary ?

i go to see the basketball game of my class this morning . i feel silly that i am the only girl is the basketball playground with so many boys . my classmates said it was good that half of the girl was coming to see them . but i just don't feel so comfortable about that . and i am not so enthusiastic about that in such a hot and sunny day . the sunshine is intense so that i only care about my skin . and the worst part is when i want to leave , i don't know what to do is the most proper behavior . i want to say goodbye to them , but maybe no one will pay attention to me . finally , i only say bye to one of the boys and leave in silence . i feel awful and frustrated .

then , i just think about the whole thing , and find some words to say to myself . life is short . you can never expect some others treat you so well , or they always feel that you are important and perfect , you can only make yourself feel good by your own .

you have the ability to ignore the bad points of the life , and don't esteem all the stuff especially what others think about you -- that may cause a lot of problems .

you have to keep a peaceful mind deep in your heart and face all the challenges .