fighting~

well , it's true that i'm not a persistent person , seeing how long have i not written the diary in english , of course . but today , i just so miss here , and i have to come on , and say some encouraging words to myself .

sometimes , i just consider myself is a strong girl , having no boyfriend , or some really really intimate friends to share my heart , even my parents are far away from me , which makes me decide everything by my own .

now the sectence seems very long , that's all because of the training lessons of ielts . the writing teacher always asked us to write a very long sectence so that your issue will have a complicated structure , which helps to get a high score . as mentioned the lessons , i feel frustraing that many people say that ielts is so easy while i don't feel the same way , and i begin to wonder whether i am good enough to take the test . i have paied for the test on Auguest the 16th . it seems that i still have time , but i am not so confident about that . my friend will take the test next weekend , and she will quit all the lessons until that day , although she doesn't have so many lessons . and i feel that she has prepared well enough to take the test , despite what she is complaining all the time . somethimes , people used to pretend how hard they have ever tried to praise themselves when they achieve the goal , or to find excuses when they lose . i am the same , and i believe .

tomorrow , university entrance examination will begin . i took it three years ago , seeing how fast the time has always been . and i just want to wish all the students good luck , especially the cute guy that my friend always talks about . fight , and persist to the last minutes . also , give my wishes to the guys who will take GRE this weekend . it's also a big challenge . just go ahead and make your life fulfilled .

life is really tough , and you have to stimulate yourself all the time , and remember : never give up .