i know who is the one leave me comments on my blog for about half years , continuely and occasionally . he is funny and nice , and i really appreciate that he is so kind to pay attention to my blog .
but once i think about this , i always feel that maybe i am just have a good feeling of myself , maybe he is just surfing the net when sees my page .
well , i just begin to wonder how long is it to be proper to get to know a person well . and how can two having no relations at first , begin to learn from each other , and one of them just turn up in the other's life , and all the things are changed .
the two are different , how , why , can they get together . are there really some magical connections which are also invisible ?
well , just let it go ~ what will be , what will happen ~
maybe i will take initiative once i am in a really bad mood , or i am stimulated by something -- it's all under known~~
2007年6月9日星期六
try my best
i regret that i have wasted much time tonight . i play games and have not finished my homework .
today , the lesson is about reading , and the teacher feels sorry that few students have ever really review what he taught last weekend . my friend told me that it is useless to learn the skill of reading . but maybe it is a little of help . and we also do some practices , and i make a lot of mistakes . i feel terrible ~ the reading is very important part !
try my best ~~~
and don't play games too often .
go to do my homework , now ~~
today , the lesson is about reading , and the teacher feels sorry that few students have ever really review what he taught last weekend . my friend told me that it is useless to learn the skill of reading . but maybe it is a little of help . and we also do some practices , and i make a lot of mistakes . i feel terrible ~ the reading is very important part !
try my best ~~~
and don't play games too often .
go to do my homework , now ~~
2007年6月8日星期五
the one
《sex and city》, the four ladies living in New York are looking for the one they are meant to be .
and all about the relationship , and the love .
there is the guy that you can not erase in your mind despite how hard you have ever tried . but he just closes his heart tightly . they have ever dated , and she has ever been hurt , but she feel terrible when he is sick all the same . what a poor girl that she can only pretend not care him so much to make comfortable about herself .
one is really a traditional girl that consider one woman can only meet two in her whole life , and she's biggest wish is marring to the one she loves , and having a baby . but she had divorced , and luckily she married again . but it's difficult for her to get pregnancy . she is brave and now enjoy her happiness . and she never stop looking for love and happiness .
one doesn't believe in love . she only likes one night affair . and after she met the young and hot guy , it has changed her a lot potentially . it really move me when she went to the hotel with her ex-boyfriend , and the young guy just waited outside the elevator to make sure that she can get home safely . and she was also moved and said she was really hate herself that do this kind of thing to him , and she even didn't know what was wrong with her . but the guy just said , that's ok . it seems that she also find the one , the different one .
and the last girl is a lawyer . she has a baby due to an accident , and she had ever broken up with the guy and got back together for quite a few times . well , it's nice to see that she and he reunion finally and with the lovely child . so happy they are .
when i go downstairs to buy something to eat , i see so many couples are outside the gate . boys and girls are chatting , kissing , hugging ...
well , it's just find . it isn't the time , and there will be the one .
and all about the relationship , and the love .
there is the guy that you can not erase in your mind despite how hard you have ever tried . but he just closes his heart tightly . they have ever dated , and she has ever been hurt , but she feel terrible when he is sick all the same . what a poor girl that she can only pretend not care him so much to make comfortable about herself .
one is really a traditional girl that consider one woman can only meet two in her whole life , and she's biggest wish is marring to the one she loves , and having a baby . but she had divorced , and luckily she married again . but it's difficult for her to get pregnancy . she is brave and now enjoy her happiness . and she never stop looking for love and happiness .
one doesn't believe in love . she only likes one night affair . and after she met the young and hot guy , it has changed her a lot potentially . it really move me when she went to the hotel with her ex-boyfriend , and the young guy just waited outside the elevator to make sure that she can get home safely . and she was also moved and said she was really hate herself that do this kind of thing to him , and she even didn't know what was wrong with her . but the guy just said , that's ok . it seems that she also find the one , the different one .
and the last girl is a lawyer . she has a baby due to an accident , and she had ever broken up with the guy and got back together for quite a few times . well , it's nice to see that she and he reunion finally and with the lovely child . so happy they are .
when i go downstairs to buy something to eat , i see so many couples are outside the gate . boys and girls are chatting , kissing , hugging ...
well , it's just find . it isn't the time , and there will be the one .
2007年6月7日星期四
lead a peaceful life
i feel awful today , contributing to the poor sleep last night . my roommate stay awake all night long , and she is just directly to my bed , and the light is on all the time . and there are also some other factors . all lead to a bad temper . i always consider the sleep is very important , and i will give myself much pressure if i don't have a good sleep . it's terrible that she always stay awake once she doesn't have any lessons the next day . but she seems not want let others know about that . is that necessary ?
i go to see the basketball game of my class this morning . i feel silly that i am the only girl is the basketball playground with so many boys . my classmates said it was good that half of the girl was coming to see them . but i just don't feel so comfortable about that . and i am not so enthusiastic about that in such a hot and sunny day . the sunshine is intense so that i only care about my skin . and the worst part is when i want to leave , i don't know what to do is the most proper behavior . i want to say goodbye to them , but maybe no one will pay attention to me . finally , i only say bye to one of the boys and leave in silence . i feel awful and frustrated .
then , i just think about the whole thing , and find some words to say to myself . life is short . you can never expect some others treat you so well , or they always feel that you are important and perfect , you can only make yourself feel good by your own .
you have the ability to ignore the bad points of the life , and don't esteem all the stuff especially what others think about you -- that may cause a lot of problems .
you have to keep a peaceful mind deep in your heart and face all the challenges .
i go to see the basketball game of my class this morning . i feel silly that i am the only girl is the basketball playground with so many boys . my classmates said it was good that half of the girl was coming to see them . but i just don't feel so comfortable about that . and i am not so enthusiastic about that in such a hot and sunny day . the sunshine is intense so that i only care about my skin . and the worst part is when i want to leave , i don't know what to do is the most proper behavior . i want to say goodbye to them , but maybe no one will pay attention to me . finally , i only say bye to one of the boys and leave in silence . i feel awful and frustrated .
then , i just think about the whole thing , and find some words to say to myself . life is short . you can never expect some others treat you so well , or they always feel that you are important and perfect , you can only make yourself feel good by your own .
you have the ability to ignore the bad points of the life , and don't esteem all the stuff especially what others think about you -- that may cause a lot of problems .
you have to keep a peaceful mind deep in your heart and face all the challenges .
2007年6月6日星期三
fighting~
well , it's true that i'm not a persistent person , seeing how long have i not written the diary in english , of course . but today , i just so miss here , and i have to come on , and say some encouraging words to myself .
sometimes , i just consider myself is a strong girl , having no boyfriend , or some really really intimate friends to share my heart , even my parents are far away from me , which makes me decide everything by my own .
now the sectence seems very long , that's all because of the training lessons of ielts . the writing teacher always asked us to write a very long sectence so that your issue will have a complicated structure , which helps to get a high score . as mentioned the lessons , i feel frustraing that many people say that ielts is so easy while i don't feel the same way , and i begin to wonder whether i am good enough to take the test . i have paied for the test on Auguest the 16th . it seems that i still have time , but i am not so confident about that . my friend will take the test next weekend , and she will quit all the lessons until that day , although she doesn't have so many lessons . and i feel that she has prepared well enough to take the test , despite what she is complaining all the time . somethimes , people used to pretend how hard they have ever tried to praise themselves when they achieve the goal , or to find excuses when they lose . i am the same , and i believe .
tomorrow , university entrance examination will begin . i took it three years ago , seeing how fast the time has always been . and i just want to wish all the students good luck , especially the cute guy that my friend always talks about . fight , and persist to the last minutes . also , give my wishes to the guys who will take GRE this weekend . it's also a big challenge . just go ahead and make your life fulfilled .
life is really tough , and you have to stimulate yourself all the time , and remember : never give up .
sometimes , i just consider myself is a strong girl , having no boyfriend , or some really really intimate friends to share my heart , even my parents are far away from me , which makes me decide everything by my own .
now the sectence seems very long , that's all because of the training lessons of ielts . the writing teacher always asked us to write a very long sectence so that your issue will have a complicated structure , which helps to get a high score . as mentioned the lessons , i feel frustraing that many people say that ielts is so easy while i don't feel the same way , and i begin to wonder whether i am good enough to take the test . i have paied for the test on Auguest the 16th . it seems that i still have time , but i am not so confident about that . my friend will take the test next weekend , and she will quit all the lessons until that day , although she doesn't have so many lessons . and i feel that she has prepared well enough to take the test , despite what she is complaining all the time . somethimes , people used to pretend how hard they have ever tried to praise themselves when they achieve the goal , or to find excuses when they lose . i am the same , and i believe .
tomorrow , university entrance examination will begin . i took it three years ago , seeing how fast the time has always been . and i just want to wish all the students good luck , especially the cute guy that my friend always talks about . fight , and persist to the last minutes . also , give my wishes to the guys who will take GRE this weekend . it's also a big challenge . just go ahead and make your life fulfilled .
life is really tough , and you have to stimulate yourself all the time , and remember : never give up .
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