who you are ~

somethimes i really feel very lonely . no one cares about you , and concerns you all the time , you are just nobody .

that's why i don't want to trust others . or maybe , i just like all the other people , when i need help and a sense of security , i will turn to them , but when i have my own problems , i will leave me alone and think about the whole stuff , and don't want to care about others . so , how can two people get-together and always consider about each other wholeheartedly , i'm wondering .

it looks like cat . it can be very gentle and likes to be scratched by its owner , but it can also be very cool , just walks away or lies down and never pay attention to the human .

when i called her , and found she had already gone to buy something to eat without noticing me all because her roommate would go , too , i felt be neglected . and when i find that she called me just want to make sure that i can help her to answer the questions and help her to be promoted , i felt a little down that they only think about me when they get troubles and want my help .

well , think about it , it's all the people will do , you are nobody . you only mean a lot to a few special people , who give birth to you , and who truely love you .

god , help me to find the one ~