2007年5月3日星期四

the May Day

we have about 7 days' holiday to celebrate the May Day . i'm supposed to go home now , but i just don't this time . i don't know why . it's true that i don't have a very intense feeling of getting back home , actually i'm trying not to rely on my family too much . but when i really make myself stay in the school these days , i feel boring and a little sentimental , and i begin to consider whether i should go home , cause i still have 3-4 days left .

i make a call to my parents . it seems that they have a pretty good life when i am in the school , and not miss me so much , cause we can chat and talk on the phone or by the computer . and they think that it will be tired and hot to take a trip home . well , i make up my mind not go home , now , i declare .

well , it's funny that when i said i was boring and have nothing to do , my dad's reaction is that "why don't you find a boyfriend ?" oh my god ~ what the hell he's thinking about ? when did he become so sensitive about this . i just thought he would avoid not to talk about this .

in the fact , i'm old enough to find someone , find someone to settle down my emotion and my life . but i just can't trust anyone .

my longliness is wasted by the one i'm waiting for , always .

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