despair

exhausted , frustrating , miserable -- this is all i wanna say about my today's life , my conditon .

last night , i didn't have a good sleep , maybe i only took about 5-6 hours , and i just feel dizzy when i take the ielts training lessons -- and this is the beginning , i have to wake up early in the weekend for a long time . i just feel very sorry and even doubt the possiblity of taking the class , why i make myself so tired every day ? but , think about it , if i don't do this , i will waste my time , isn't that will be better . well , just give me a quite room to make me have a good sleep , please ~

the lesson is not so funny , or maybe just because i am tired and exhausted , and worried about my body . listening part and the oral english , are all the first time i have the general idea of them . they are hard , and i even can't find myself confidence to improve them . and i have no courage to speak english in some topics that the teacher gave us .

i will say that all because of my sleep , i must have a good one , tonight!