over~

the examinations are over , now , and i'll declare to all of the world ...

but i don't feel very excited , and i just feel very tired , i say that i have lose my way , i don't know what i shall do now . well , many stuff , like english , like work , like the study . someone says that all because i won't come back home . but i also don't want to stay in the school for a week . then , what can i do ?

and another reason for my low spirit is that , i see the boy with a gril very intimately . i never thought about he had a gril friend , cause he always say some very nice words . i thought he is pursuing me . well , it seems that i have made a big mistakes . but i just wondering why he can say something like that . and now i have a very bad impression of him . the boys can not be trusted ! maybe i am a little moved , but i am hurt again , also , well , not so badly of course . i just imagine too much , well , take a good rest , and always trust yourself .