tendency

i'm sad today , and helpless .

i call the teacher to ask something , she is angry with me and ask me to see the note clearly by myself . then call my dad , he lessons me , too .

i know that i should learn something that i interested , but ,what it is ?
i like music , but i can't be a singer or composer or something else . i am a college student , and my major is automation , but i have no idea about that except taking the lessons .

maybe i've just chosen the wrong major , but it is all late now . what i can do , at this moment ?
no , no complainment ! but , who can help me ?

don't ask for help . life is so hard , please don't bother yourself , be happy at anytime .

come on !
hold on ! i can !!!