make a good habit

i stay in my room for a whole day , and only go out to get some food . i just can't get into the study condition when i am in the room , although there may be nobody can disturb me , but i just can not make my mind be peaceful . listen to the music , see some movies , eat something , and that is all i can do . and time passes quickly , it's time for bed , and the day's goona be over , and i get nothing .

tomorrow , i have to do my homework .

it's really good to make a good habit , the habit to read , to think , to learn -- all the useful stuff , but not play games , not waste time .

i just get contact with the teacher , and he said he will give me one of the SRTP , i can do that with the help of his graduate students . maybe i find the truth , we can do little , only we can do is following others and get the result of their reserch .

i find that one of my roommates is do something very practical , she learns something outside of the class , and seems learn hard and interested in that , i am envying her . she's the one who always say some negative words about study or learning in the school , and i thought that her final goal is marrying to a good husband . but now , i think she's really good . she has a strong ability to learn something new , and can use the knowledges to solve the practical problems . and her english is really amazing . although , i get higher marks than her , actually my capability is weaker cause i never do some "real" thing -- i'm afraid to say that .

and another point is that , i can not control myself from temptation , and some other wonderful people can do this , it's a key element for someone to save time to do some meaningful things or learn more .

i need the chance to improve myself , and i also need to grow up in some areas .
don't let anything , anybody disturb me , and my mind , it's my own , no one can break that .
and of course don't always say but never do .
please do make a good habit !