chatting

tomorrow , something's gonna happen...
first , we will have a meeting of all my classmates . then , i will know the points of my CET6 , it's important to me , really . and then , it's my birthday . i've ordered a cake for myself--how lone, and two bottles of beer that have the taste of fruit , i like that !

dad asked somebody to send me the stuff that i left home--most are the things to eat . eat less and take more exercises -- then keep fit .

and in the evening , i chat with someone , more than one person . anything about ourselves . i just feel a little tired , listening to the music -- the hoobastank , i find i like to hear their crying , show the feeling of anger , disappointment , helpless ... i want to talk to somebody , i am imagining someone know that tommrrow will be my birthday and say happy to me . but i didn't told many people that , so how does he know ?

i'm just a little unrealistic sometimes , and ask too much , but can give little . it's unfair and then i am alone . but i'm afraid to be with somebody , maybe just thinking about tow much ...

have a good rest , tommorrow , i really want i can pass 460 !!! please !!!!