about going abroad again

it's just late .
if i have this idea earlier , i can have more time to prepare . and to be honesty , going abroad is really the best choice among all the other , except the ones who can find a very good job in a very good and famous company .

someone just advises me to try to take the exam of GRE and TOEFL , and apply the university in the north of america . i just say it's too late . although , going there will get more money if you work hard , but i don't have this kind of confidence that i can get the offer . but if going to the europe , it will be easier , but you have to pay a lot . it's a tough decision .

and also , someone just finds a good job , and gets the passion of working , and is really enjoying his life . it's wonderful ! and i have this idea before , but when dad told me how hard it is to find a good job nowadays , and my wish just disappears , and i have to face the reality .

i will try my best to pass the exam so far , and i also wants to take the IETLS , it seems easier then others . but , if i can be recommended to be a graduate student , that will just be so wonderful , and i will jump to the roof !

god bless me !