somebody

one day , i will meet somebody who cares about me, respects me and encourages me ... and i really trust him and rely on him...

But now, i only enjoy my single life...

sometimes , i'm moved by some very simple words , like : "have a good dream", or "do you miss me last night for i didn't call you",or"i'm a good and reliable man"...they're kind and funny boys , and we've ever chatted happily . but we just don't be in touch with eath other suddenly...i don't know why, but i think maybe because the real problems come up when you begin to understand a person deeply--the personality , the habits , the attitude , and so on...

and i feel ashamed to think of the words he ever told to me...it's really just a jok , but i treat it as a little gleam of hope...and then i found that he put his girlfriend's picture as his mobile telephone's wallpaper...we can be friend as he is a kind person and he knows how to take care of a girl...he can make me laugh , and make me happy...but i can't imagine what will happen if he becomes my boyfriend...i won't accept him , really...

so only think about the future , there will be somebody...and i believe that