go on driving ~~

Dad goes on teaching me driving this afternoon . but it's not so easy as yesterday . he asks me to drive here and there and suddently turn around . it's difficult , and he's even yelling at me . i'm scared and i don't want to make mistakes . so , after an hour and a half , we go back .

one of my friends of my junior middle school wants to ask all the classmates to get together to have fun , since i am the monitor and we have not been in touch with each other for a long time . but she just gives me the news that they have already hold this kind of homecomings some times .

i feel really sad and disappointed because i am the monitor , and i've never heard about the "get-together" thing . they just forget about me , totally ! but the guys i know seems don't know the situation , either . so , what's that ? maybe it's just a little party among the people who have some contacts .

and to be honest , during the time when i was in the junior middle school , i was not so happy , and i felt down and was indifferent to anything except studying . there must be some naughty guys who thought i was the odd fish and bookworm . and i departed myself from many of them . i can't remember how it happened , it was just a period of tough time to me . but i thingk maybe they now all have a quite good position , or some may even get married . so exicted !

if i have the chance , i really want to see them again before i go back to hangzhou . and i decide to go back next sunday-25 , February and i'll go with Lily . hmm... i'll leave home again ! take good care of yourself cause you are a grown man !