back to school , now

i'm not feeling well , today . first , lonely ; second , tired ...

i have taken the intercity bus for about 6 hours -- 4 and a half hour is enough as usual , but the driver made a mistake for finding the right rode .

when i get back to my room , there's nobody there . a little time later , one of my roommates comes back , and we sweep the floor -- do some cleaning . and tidy up my stuff .

i just want to chat with somebody to say that i am back now, and it is not so good , cause i have to adapt the study life again .

i don't have a good sleep last night , so i am tired and sleepy now .
when i came back , mam asked me to have a good appetite and always be full , and go to bed earlier . and dad asked me to eat less rice and eat more vegetables and no bowels of the animals . and he also wanted me to care about other things like academic research or competition besides study .
i think it is really hard , or it's just because that i won't try my best ?

sleepy , tired , and want to say something , to somebody .
but , the blog makes a person think about more things ...