i just think about what i will say if we meet again.
i will tell you that i miss you from time to time.
i always remember you and recall the time we spend together, although very short time.
but, i am not so sure about what i feel about you.
maybe it's only because i am all along , and do not have very good friends around me.
and maybe it's only because that you are far away, and there is so much illusion between us, which makes me have some fantasy about you.
if you know what i am thinking about you , and if you are just an ordinary Taurus boy that maybe you will be truthful and grateful to me, but i am not sure what i can repay you.
well, that's far ahead now, i just become a little crazy again.
when i dream, i dream about you
maybe someday you will come true
2008年11月6日星期四
2008年10月28日星期二
to be positive
i guess i am a great girl, but i just do something wrong, and sometimes too indifferent to others.
in this kind of situation, how can i express myself totally without any hesitation, and how can i be gentle and kind with the one i care.
i have found that i am forgetting some stuff as time goes by, something that should be memoriable as i thought some time ago.
at the temple when we had a trip to the northwest of China, a Taoist told me something that i should remember, that sometimes i had a great manner to others that i may even get hurt. and another Taoist said, i would have a great life and a great husband when i graduate. maybe deep in my heart, i don't think they are right, and i don't believe that, either. nevertheless, i want you, truthfully, loyally, and faithfully. it seems so intense, right? but, can it last forever? i'm not sure.
i just need time to forget missing you, and i need some else to fill the gap that you caused.
i long for your return, and we need to talk.
i think you would come back here, your friends are here, and your memories are here, please don't throw them away.
anyhow, i have to be great. i have to be positive, passionate, independent, beautiful, and being in a good mood to meet you again.
is that gonna happen that we meet in shallow but we understand deeply?
in this kind of situation, how can i express myself totally without any hesitation, and how can i be gentle and kind with the one i care.
i have found that i am forgetting some stuff as time goes by, something that should be memoriable as i thought some time ago.
at the temple when we had a trip to the northwest of China, a Taoist told me something that i should remember, that sometimes i had a great manner to others that i may even get hurt. and another Taoist said, i would have a great life and a great husband when i graduate. maybe deep in my heart, i don't think they are right, and i don't believe that, either. nevertheless, i want you, truthfully, loyally, and faithfully. it seems so intense, right? but, can it last forever? i'm not sure.
i just need time to forget missing you, and i need some else to fill the gap that you caused.
i long for your return, and we need to talk.
i think you would come back here, your friends are here, and your memories are here, please don't throw them away.
anyhow, i have to be great. i have to be positive, passionate, independent, beautiful, and being in a good mood to meet you again.
is that gonna happen that we meet in shallow but we understand deeply?
2008年10月18日星期六
another name?
i write something here, and you leave a comment today on my blog.
i'm glad--finally , you say something to me. at least, it means that you think about me sometime.
i am always considering that you come to visit my blog occasionally.
but , you are using another name, that is quite strange and bizzar.
why?
well, i am sensitive person, i have to think about some possible reasons.
maybe, it is your english name now, and you just use it freely.
maybe, you want to make it all new again.
maybe, you think it is strange to leave a message by using the old name after so long time of slience.
maybe, you want to me to guess , and ask you some problems.
but, i am quite sure that you would know that i will know exactly that it is you, it is nothing big deal.
you would never know how much i concern about you.
well, at least, you are thinking about me at that moment.
you know what, i met a old friend today, who had the story just like mine--some relationship which ends up without the beginning. the girl went to Japan--quite familier, right?
and one of my friends said it will be nothing between us, it is impossible for us to be together.
i don't know. honestly, i really don't have much faith, because i am not so sure about the future and my own feeling, not mentioning yours.
maybe, maybe, a long time later.
i have to make myself independent and great.
waiting for someone, especially you.
i'm glad--finally , you say something to me. at least, it means that you think about me sometime.
i am always considering that you come to visit my blog occasionally.
but , you are using another name, that is quite strange and bizzar.
why?
well, i am sensitive person, i have to think about some possible reasons.
maybe, it is your english name now, and you just use it freely.
maybe, you want to make it all new again.
maybe, you think it is strange to leave a message by using the old name after so long time of slience.
maybe, you want to me to guess , and ask you some problems.
but, i am quite sure that you would know that i will know exactly that it is you, it is nothing big deal.
you would never know how much i concern about you.
well, at least, you are thinking about me at that moment.
you know what, i met a old friend today, who had the story just like mine--some relationship which ends up without the beginning. the girl went to Japan--quite familier, right?
and one of my friends said it will be nothing between us, it is impossible for us to be together.
i don't know. honestly, i really don't have much faith, because i am not so sure about the future and my own feeling, not mentioning yours.
maybe, maybe, a long time later.
i have to make myself independent and great.
waiting for someone, especially you.
2008年10月17日星期五
no matter what, i miss you
when i am along, when i wake up at night seeing the dark world, when i witness some others' love stories, i am thinking about you.
it all passes away, and it seems that you don't want to care about me anymore. no more words, no more comments, no more greetings...
after graduation, i even sent messages to you, but you just ignored me. that really hurts.
well, i can only say that , thank you for giving the best memories in my college life.
and i am glad that what i dream about all come true.
we had ever talked, sang , walked...together, that's enough.
but , why shouldn't we continue.
i even have the idea of studying abroad 3 years later, following your step.
but you would never know .
it all passes away, and it seems that you don't want to care about me anymore. no more words, no more comments, no more greetings...
after graduation, i even sent messages to you, but you just ignored me. that really hurts.
well, i can only say that , thank you for giving the best memories in my college life.
and i am glad that what i dream about all come true.
we had ever talked, sang , walked...together, that's enough.
but , why shouldn't we continue.
i even have the idea of studying abroad 3 years later, following your step.
but you would never know .
2008年7月10日星期四
special friend
yes, i have found the exact word to describe you----a special friend.i hope that you have the same feeling about me . we will be friend forever , and i only want to know how about your life all the time.
i am really a selfless girl, i guess. maybe it's just because my emotion is not so fierce, and i am not sure about your feeling about me.
you have your own life , and your future. i believe in you that you would have a bright future, and a great life, although you ever said that you wanted a peaceful life, and be stable. but the world is changing and we are all changing all the time, and we can only go with the wave.
i have deleated the most of the shortmessage from you , because i have send them into my computer. then i will not be nervous if someone else use my phone, and also i don't need to read the message again and again. i know i will remember you, and i want to keep the memories , too.
i don't know what would you think about the time we spend together, and i don't know your feeling about me, and i also want to ask you whether you remember the first time we talk to each other. we may know each other , but we were not familiar with each other. it was funny and regretful, but it was what life likes.
i will be great. i will see you again.
i will always remember you, and tell your name when we meet.
i am really a selfless girl, i guess. maybe it's just because my emotion is not so fierce, and i am not sure about your feeling about me.
you have your own life , and your future. i believe in you that you would have a bright future, and a great life, although you ever said that you wanted a peaceful life, and be stable. but the world is changing and we are all changing all the time, and we can only go with the wave.
i have deleated the most of the shortmessage from you , because i have send them into my computer. then i will not be nervous if someone else use my phone, and also i don't need to read the message again and again. i know i will remember you, and i want to keep the memories , too.
i don't know what would you think about the time we spend together, and i don't know your feeling about me, and i also want to ask you whether you remember the first time we talk to each other. we may know each other , but we were not familiar with each other. it was funny and regretful, but it was what life likes.
i will be great. i will see you again.
i will always remember you, and tell your name when we meet.
2008年6月25日星期三
sing for you
it's not a long time for us to say goodbye, and i'm not confident about starting a relationship , nor i'm clear about your feeling to me , but i know what i am thinking about right now.
i'm sorry to be a bad teller, and a girl who is used to hide my true feelings. but i just remember the songs i love, and i am sure you would like it ,too .
where's my love----the one for me, somewhere too far not close enough for me to see,
who could you be, someone i knew but let slip through while dreaming of you
thank you-----i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life,
oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
dear friend
every breathe you take----every move you make, every step you take, i'll be watching you
oh, can't you see, you belong to me
how my poor heart aches with every step you take
top of the world-----you're the nearest thing to heaven that i've seen
thank you for hearing me
there will be more. just listen, and miss
i'm sorry to be a bad teller, and a girl who is used to hide my true feelings. but i just remember the songs i love, and i am sure you would like it ,too .
where's my love----the one for me, somewhere too far not close enough for me to see,
who could you be, someone i knew but let slip through while dreaming of you
thank you-----i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life,
oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
dear friend
every breathe you take----every move you make, every step you take, i'll be watching you
oh, can't you see, you belong to me
how my poor heart aches with every step you take
top of the world-----you're the nearest thing to heaven that i've seen
thank you for hearing me
there will be more. just listen, and miss
2008年6月16日星期一
captivate
it was the party to celebrate the graduation, and was the place where i first sing only one sentence of a song in front of so many people. i didn't know how i sing like, but the students there gave me a lot of applause, and i really appreciated that.
he praised me my singing, said he was captivated. it's lovely, but it was only one sentence. he was nice. then, we went to KTV--about 30 people, the most people i had ever been with in KTV. singing is not so much fun now, because i just sing a lot recently. but i found he was quite good at singing, at least having a nice voice which is not like the sound he speaks. we sang together a song, i didn't think it mean something, but i was sure he really love that song. anyway, we did a good job together, i think. but, we still have little coversation. it's just the relationship between us. i feel something illusory, and do you have the same feeling?
but, it was over. he will leave, and i will stay. when will we meet again?
just go away, and get to know each other--don't want to lose you, at least, as a friend.
he praised me my singing, said he was captivated. it's lovely, but it was only one sentence. he was nice. then, we went to KTV--about 30 people, the most people i had ever been with in KTV. singing is not so much fun now, because i just sing a lot recently. but i found he was quite good at singing, at least having a nice voice which is not like the sound he speaks. we sang together a song, i didn't think it mean something, but i was sure he really love that song. anyway, we did a good job together, i think. but, we still have little coversation. it's just the relationship between us. i feel something illusory, and do you have the same feeling?
but, it was over. he will leave, and i will stay. when will we meet again?
just go away, and get to know each other--don't want to lose you, at least, as a friend.
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